This gun was man made, but we use things made by us to take life away. This gun took the life of its holder, she was young, sweet, and beautiful her life didn’t have to end, but in her case there was nobody there for her she felt alone the gun was all she had, it became her best friend to her this gun was ending all of her pain and suffering. And it saddens me to imagine how someone could conjure up all of the power it takes to pull that trigger instead of talking the situation out with someone willing to listen, but no only listen understand how she felt. I didn’t personally know the young lady but I could just imagine how her family and friends feel so if your reading this I only ask you to pray Ashley Duncan’s Family because this was somebody’s baby girl they watched her grow up just so that she would take her life away. So pray that GOG keeps her family & friends strong… I just had to vent death takes a toll on me one I can barely handle. But rest in peace beautiful.
- Me: God can I ask you a question?
- God: Sure
- Me: Promise u won't get mad
- God: I promise
- Me: Why did u let so much stuff happen to me today?
- God: What do u mean?
- Me: Well, I woke up late,
- God: Yes
- Me: My car took forever to start,
- God: Okay
- Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait,
- God: Huummmm...
- Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call.....
- God: All right
- Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did you do that?
- God: Let me see, the Death Angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.
- Me (humbled): OH
- GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
- Me: (ashamed).........
- God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
- Me (embarrasses): Ok
- God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
- Me (softly): I see God
- God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
- Me: I'm sorry God
- God: Don't be sorry, just learn to trust me.....in all things, the good & the bad.
- Me: I will trust you
- God: And don't doubt that my plan for your day is always better than your plan.
- Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, thank you for everything today.
- God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children......
- For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord. Isaiah 55: 8
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